welcometodreamland

2008-12-25T16:24:00.002+08:00

been ages since i last posted, so this is rather random. words cant describe what i'm feeling, or have been feeling the past few weeks. army life's approaching a year now, and i can say if given a choice to go thru it, i would choose to. i learnt alot from army, from platoonmates to commanders to the cookhouse aunties and uncles. indirectly from army i also realised that people can be such bloody hypocrites, liars, and pure assholes. some of them i thought were my good friends, but like my BMT officer likes to say, 'the only thing constant in life is change'. people will change, all their excuses and explanations are just bull that they think will be smelly enough to disguise their scant indifference towards you. i've learnt to identify them, i've learnt that they are prevalent, i've learnt that the joke's on me.
i'm sick of this, and how it irritates my mood sometimes, so i'm just going to not care anymore. before i end, to these people - screw you.

2008-05-03T22:54:00.001+08:00

i tink i still have feelings for u..i never wished for it to end that way in the first place..they say time heals all wounds, but this wound, only u can heal.

2008-04-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

one month has passed since my enlistment into my new camp. everyday kena tekan till my body is quite chiselled already. and i'm one of the fittest in the platoon. lol. call me sadistic if u want, but i cnt wait to see how BGRs would withstand the test of NS, or even close friends. cos seriously, army sucks away most of yr time from these. and when u book out, will be shag one, maybe except the recruits.

2008-03-22T20:21:00.002+08:00

gotta report to some ulu camp near old chua chu kang road in 2 days. sian la so bloody far. wanna go home oso so troublesome, worse still, i dunno how to go dere. lol. posted to armour infantry. surprised i didnt get to go command sch when some pple did, but it's ok, i believe God has His plan for me. onli thing i'm not happy with is that i'll get a measly pay for the rest of ns. ha.
getting me excited is the prospect of going australia with daniel ma to study. that's if all the unis here reject us, which cld well happen. wa if go there, got hot gals n...ah dun tink so far yet. see what our applications get us first, if anything at all.

2008-03-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

pics from POP. there're more, but i dun have them with me now.

close buddy, Linus

2008-03-16T11:18:00.002+08:00

one more week of break before i return to serving the country. dunno where's my new posting yet, hopefully i'll be able to go command school and be some big fuck. lol. tv broke down ytd, like wth la. now cnt watch dvd and play fifa. bloody hell.
must exercise during break sia, if not go command sch with a screwed up fitness.

2008-03-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

today was POP, or passing out parade. it rained during the actual thing but it didn't matter, cos it did not extinguish the excitement and elation everyone felt. i had mixed feelings though, cos i'll miss the place and more importantly, the people. my comfortable bed, my great bunkmates and much more. sigh, i wish i can spend the 2 years there. lol. oh, and my mum took a picture with PM Lee Hsien Loong and his wife. ha.
i miss BMT already.

2008-03-02T10:43:00.000+08:00

long time since i last posted, mostly because i'm always resting after book-outs. lol. graduating from BMT in bout 2 weeks time. time really has flown by during my stay in BMT, and the training has really strengthened me, physically, mentally, as well as my faith in God. i went into the army running my 2.4 at 13.41 minutes, which is really a crap timing. i had ippt ytd, and i completed it in 11.15 minutes. i got silver for ippt by the way, ha. training has really changed how i view myself. i've done things i never really thought i could, like living in the jungle for a total of 9 days 7 nights shivering at night and waking up every hour to flick some unknown insects off me, or walking 16km with a load of about 15kg on my back etc. also made great friends, who have helped me pull through tough times. army is a good experience, a place where yr buddies will become more impt then yr gf, trust me.
oh my appetite has increased since i went into the army, which is a good thing i guess.lol. booking in later, going to be my second last book-in to tekong already. again, how time flies.

2008-02-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

forgot to add that gideon is my bunk mate. damn coincidence rite. lol. so far only me him and 2 more other bunkmates have not been to see the medical officer, out of 13. still fighting fit! though i already have the 'tekong cough'. this week was ok, cos onli 5 days. went to the forest and saw insects i nv saw before, and the bloody grasshoppers are freaks. lol. ippt this tues, hope i pass my 2.4 this time.
manu match ltr, can watch at last.

2008-01-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

returned home bout 2 hrs ago from the first 2 weeks. reached home with abrasion and a damaged finger, not bad considering what others in camp suffered from. ha. training was ok at first, den it slowly became tougher and everyone became more shag. first week everyone cld wake up at 5 straight away. by 2nd week, everyone press down e clock and go back to slp again. lol. my bunkmates are e best, to me la. fun and crappy. they are e ones tt wld pull me thru this bmt, and God of cos, who has been great to me so far. going to eat mac ltr, so long nv watch tv and drink pepsi already. lol. tired to post up any other stuff.

2008-01-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

leaving for ns in a few days. mixed feelings right now, gonna miss home and everything, especially my bed. gonna pray that i dun fall sick during the 2 week confinement period. lol.

2007-12-06T20:59:00.001+08:00

just went to see the doc after fighting with my illnesses for 3 days. sian must stay at home for 3-4 days. den make me miss today's bbq, nvm, can watch tv. lol. and received a call telling me i've been shortlisted for some job interview. dun find job, job ownself find me. ha.

2007-12-04T16:21:00.000+08:00

had fever since ytd afternoon, so it's a good thing i didnt buy prom stuff, cos i cnt go anyway. having the fever reli made me wish i had someone to take care of me, besides my mum. today morning was probably the worst morning of my life, i was on fire, having a terrible headache, and did not get to slp much. feeling much better now, hopefully by tml i'll be totally recovered.

2007-12-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

went celebrate grandpa's bdae. sat beside pretty gal, happy. lol. she's my cousin la. food was alright onli, much to my disappointment, but nvm.
cant imagine how many gals wld look tml with all the make-up, hope they dun screw themselves up. lol. wun be there to see for myself though.

2007-12-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

great, now tt someone has a partner to keep himself occupied with, i'm a lone ranger again. sian.
anyway, went to church to hear Nick Vujicic speak. he's the one without hands and legs, yet is so filled with joy and peace. u can see it from the way he speaks and smiles. he indeed is a great way for God to display His greatness. mind you, Nick is able to open a can drink, swim, fish, type, fish and do many more things despite his condition. anyone who despairs at the slightest obstacle shld be ashamed of themselves after seeing Nick.
grandfather's 75th bdae tml,means good food. lol.

2007-12-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

dun tink i'm goin prom, due to a few reasons. past few days have been slack, but not tt i din like it. got a church thing later today, a well-known guy's coming to speak; he has no hands and legs, but can still pick up a phone and listen. he's amazing, seen him speak b4, and he's insipational.

2007-11-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

didn't wanna go for tiong's bdae bbq but went in e end, cos jk and gideon msged me. almost everyone there were guys, onli audrey and mag made up the females, and mag suffered alot, thx to 'cheap thrills'- according to bak chun, which i agree. lol.
ate alot- 10 chicken wings, dunno how many sticks of satay, noodles, drinks. certainly made the 12 bucks worth it. ha.
best part was after the bbq, 6 of us stayed back to play soccer, me gideon jk daniel jasper tiong and audrey, supporting the bdae boy. damn fun, perspired like mad. and daniel goh was crazy today.

2007-11-26T17:40:00.000+08:00

went out early in e morn to play soccer with daniel goh and antione's frens. wasn't my best game, but still, better den slacking at home. after tt jk had to go home cos he wanted to slp, cos after slping he got sth impt to do. jiayou jk! lol.
got bbq tml, must pay 12 bucks if i'm going, and miss all my shows. big opportunity cost, shld i go?

2007-11-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

eh not fair, my bro's been to see S.H.E., fish leong and evan yo, and i haven been to see even one celeb. lol. lucky la he, get to shake their hands.
slack everyday now, damn shiok. now watching deal or no deal, david gan's e celebrity. cnt believe he actually cried.

2007-11-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

watched the final of hey gorgeous. e female winner is attractive la, she's those 'nai kan' type, e more you look at her e more you'll find her attractive. lol.
had haircut today, lucky only 1 paper left, if not i skip all e other papers.

2007-11-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

watched Federer dismantle Ferrer in the Shanghai masters final. fantastic athlete and person. wish i can be like him man. lol. one more paper to go, y can't it be tml.

2007-11-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

phys paper 2 wasnt as easy as i expected it to be. e data question was foreign, some questions were stupid, just e perfect recipe for a screw-up. i can only hope everyone else screws up. lol. chem was ok, econs was ok, just tt i din get to finish my last part. it's gonna end soon, not reli looking forward to it though.

2007-11-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

read quite a number of people's blogs and noticed a trend. all of them had plenty of issues to voice out, to complain about, to regret about. seriously, what's the point. i feel that if you made a decision to do something in the past, knowing the consequences or aftermath that may result, why complain when it happens? to put it bluntly, you probably brought it to yrself. no use blaming anyone, yrself included, just accept it. then again, it's not easy, especially if a person is mentally weak.
dunno why but i just felt like saying sth when i read all tt stuff. i'm amused actually. aiyah whatever, going watch soccer now.

2007-11-09T10:54:00.000+08:00

it's unfair to say the least. i wish i can put the blame on something, or someone else, which shows how desperate i am to rid myself of self-accusations. it seems i'm always that bit late, a lot this time, but there's nothing i can do now. find me a place to seek solace. yeah that's what i shall do ; immerse myself into self-comfort. jay's album would be a good place to start.

2007-11-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

damn pissed off, one grp of bloody assholes making irritatingly loud noises, have trouble doing tj's paper 1. fuck off. i wish those splints hit yr face by accident or set yr clothes on fire.

2007-11-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

i wanna eat xiaolongbao.

2007-11-01T10:25:00.000+08:00

ok i think i really suck at consoling pple. so i'm not going to do it anymore.
on a lighter note, at least i know now that thomas edison invented the light bulb.

2007-10-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

received mails from this guy and thought it's quite interesting, and true. it's bout dating stuff.here are some 'mistakes' guys make when trying to date a gal, which i think is very true.

MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much of A "Nice" Guy
MISTAKE #2: Trying To "Convince" Her To Like You
MISTAKE #3: Looking To Her For Approval Or permission.Women are NEVER attracted to the types of men
who kiss up to them... EVER.
MISTAKE #4: Trying To "Buy" Her Affection With
Food And Gifts
MISTAKE #5: Sharing "How You Feel" Too Early In
The Relationship With Her
MISTAKE #6: Not "Getting" How Attraction Works For
Women
MISTAKE #7: Thinking That It Takes Money And Looks
MISTAKE #8: Giving Away All Of Your Power To Women
MISTAKE #9: Not Knowing EXACTLY What To Do In Each
Type Of Situation With Women
MISTAKE #10: Not Getting HELP

i think number 1,2,3,5,8 are especially true. signs of a wuss already. so any guy who happens to read this, pls keep them in mind. lol. i shld start keeping them in mind oso, cos i think i'm too nice, or wussy, whatever.

2007-10-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

seriously, fuck it. cries of 'unfair' is meaningless, from the start. suck it up Bry, suck it up.

2007-10-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

e race was fantastic, with all kinds of drama happening. i'm quite fortunate actually, that much drama usually don't happen often. in e end, e underdog, or least tipped-to-win driver came in 1st and is now world champ. i must have his spirit for e A's. lol.
on a sadder note, Federer lost in e Madrid Masters final. but i guess e better man on e day won. he's still my world champ. ha.

2007-10-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

e last F1 race in Brazil is bout to start, and yeah i'm watching it, cos there're 3 drivers tt can win it, for e first time in 21 years.lol.
tuition for 4 consecutive days this coming week. sian.

2007-10-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

had tuition today and on e way back shina msged me telling me to go study, like on e spot. lol. had to change tuition and ended up not being able to watch e last episode of my fav show tml. argh.
went airport and met some sec sch frens, all still look e same, lol. n e skytrain stinked like shit on e way back, literally.
just watched armagaeddon, damn touching. eyes welled up. everytime watch oso will wanna cry. ha.

2007-10-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

played soccer at home and ended up with a bruised toe, no thx to me kicking the leg of the sofa. lol.
sian la so no life whole day at home do work and e occasional tv. and after exams it's the excruciating wait to ns. haii.

2007-10-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

dad's off to some church thing so he's not in s'pore. so din get to taste his cooking today. watched miss teen usa, and e 'teens' looked so mature la, dun even look like their age, which was 17 on average. but some were pretty, lol.
went tuition and while walking to my tutor's place, saw this pretty mixed blood gal. den of cos, will wanna look at her more, somemore we were walking towards each other. ha. got eye contact 2 times, both quite long somemore. hmm i'm contented. lol.
after tt went home and watched some dvd with my bro, show was not bad. den completed phys work for tml's tuition.
sian no premier league action today, boring.

2007-10-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

first thing that greeted me this morn was my dad telling me he received my enlistment letter. and guess wad, i'm due to go in on jan 11th. got taken aback by the news, din expect e date to be so early. suddenly realised i'll leave my comfort zone and live in a whole new environment for 2 years. haii.
went to sch and final assembly was funny. after tt went to eat lunch and i ordered wrong chicken size, and ended up paying alot more, den e stupid bunch of guys kept reminding me of my expensive mistake. lol.
sian, life sucks. feel so lifeless, argh.

2007-10-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

cold weather now, feeling cold, so unlike ytd night, when i struggled to fall aslp cos i was too warm. ended up feeling tired in sch today. but had a fun time playing and crapping with gideon and some other guys. only 1 girl came today. dunno why, i cnt help but feel our class guys are more strongly bonded den our gals. gals dun whack me hor, lol.
fingers crossed i dun get screwed tml. will be no laughing matter if i get screwed. ha.

2007-10-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

skipped sch today, and how worth it it was. lol. got to have extra hrs of slp, and of cos, more hrs of work. did math and phys frm 1-4, and this time, din slack during tt period. feel damn accomplished. ha. n i forgot got the weekly gp thing, dun care, give her some stupid excuse if she asks tml.

2007-10-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

me and jingkai got a shock when we went sch today, onli 7 pple came. lol. and all guys somemore. ended up playing some IQ game for econs, miss liew so high la. ha. but gotta admit i'm a sucker for such games, just cnt see stuff. mr yeow tried dem, 4 questions in total, he got 3 right by himself la, super clever la he.
got a pleasent surprise when i walked out of sch. sort of made my day. heh.

2007-09-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

met shina ard 2 plus to go shopping. ended up walking for bout 3 hrs and my legs are aching. i know, lousy legs. lol. bought 3 tops and she bought 1 dress, and her dress was more expensive den all my stuff added together. crazy. but it's nice. 8/10. ha.
song gg, antione, mag, wailan and kaili came for dinner and by then i was already K.O.ed. and went back earlier den e rest with shina, and e taxi driver was like trying to overtake every car tt was slower den him. it's gd though, i got to reach home earlier. lol. tuition tml morn, sure tired.

2007-09-27T21:08:00.001+08:00

gp was screwed up, compre tt is. failed for e first time. guess it was a first for some of the other eng pro pple. tink yz and elizabeth screwed up also. lol. and my compo marker denied me a nice looking 30 and gave me an ugly looking 29, by changing my language mark. i got 11 for it, another first time. sian.

2007-09-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

feeling down at the moment. didn't really expect my math to be tt bad. and phys result wasnt tt gd oso, though i improved. haii.

2007-09-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

received back a few results today. i'm glad tt i improved, even a slight improvement is a good sign. no more 10 odd percent for chem, and i passed phys mcq. unbelievable. lol.
i dun wanna get back math though, think i'll be quite disappointed.

2007-09-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

what shld i do if i screw up my A's? i've no idea man. my parents say they have back-up plans, but i'll feel lousy taking them. i know it's like a bit too late to regret, but still, that's what regrets are for. haii.

2007-09-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

met antione this morn to go play soccer with his frens. the stupid daniel goh overslept. anyway, only through playing tt i realised how short of match practise i am. misplaced passes were common. but at least i scored 1, before getting injured. nasty knee to my thigh, so muscle will ache for a few days. and the weather is freaking hot and humid.

2007-09-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

this test quite true, for me at least. lol.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2007-09-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

experienced an epiphany moment ytd while reading a magazine. looks like things' gotta change. anyway, i already knew things had to. let's just say i'd like to be scofield for a while.
anyway, math sucked today. careless mistakes and not heeding my tutor's advice. i tink i get exam nerves doing e paper. argh nvm, tml will be a better day.

2007-09-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

for the first time i'm feeling the heat of prelims, especially for tml's paper. expectations for phys have been high, from my tutor and now from me myself. funny, cos i rarely passed any phys test these 1 odd years. i really wanna pass, to prove to myself most importantly, tt i can do it. actions speak louder than words, so we shall see. as for now, i'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed.

2007-09-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

first day of prelims. i'm pretty satisfied i guess. but for gp, i was staring at the answers for my question ytd! like wth la, i onli stared, nv memorize. but tink i managed to scrape thru.
chem was alright, knew how to do everything except organic chem, but of cos got a few blanks. but i'm pretty pleased with myself. tml den die, econs is a goner subject.

2007-09-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

what's worse den doing badly for prelims? having a screwed-up haircut. fuck i dun even wanna talk bout it. just here to vent my frustrations. i want my fucking hair back!! argh wad's e use, just have to grow it out again. zero confidence. tts so not wentworth miller. fuck. i'm not goin back dere to cut again.

2007-09-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

went out to study today, and this time at least got really do work.lol. ate alot also, and i cnt understand how japanese can live without chilli and with wasabi instead. so yucky la e taste. can puke.

was walking to e kitchen when i saw this woman with quite an amount of white hair from the back. realised it was my mum. it then occured to me how much she has been working and how she's really cared for us over the years. it pains me to see how much white hair she has. makes me wanna provide her with a good life when she grows old. but first i must get the paper qualifications...
sigh.

i dun wanna cut hair!!

2007-09-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

look i was kind enough to help the class and i certainly did not expect what happened today. i know it's not nice to send personal comments to others but hey, it's not like there's really important and private info in there. it was a suitable sample, simple as tt. and dun come telling me u 'forgive' me. cos i dun think i did anything wrong in e first place. chill out man, it's just two plain write-ups.

2007-09-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

ok here to update thanks to a insistent flower.
nothing much to so call 'update' really, cos life now is like staying at home and do work or watch tv. lol. had phys tuition today, and my tutor told me he expects a C for my prelims. i was like 'wth?' when he told me tt, cos i cnt even manage to pass and he's expecting a C. er, try my best la.
sch tml morn, i think it's ridiculous to go back to sch for 2 hrs. worse still, i dunno it's for what. din bother to ask, after all, her reply wld be just 'u dun wanna come den dun come lor, if u feel yr gp is flawless'. ok i'm biased i admit.

2007-08-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

2007-08-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

just finished watching season 1 of prisonbreak. bloody nice show. plot just absorbs you in.
and talking bout absorbing, econs test sucked.

one more thing, wentworth miller is cool. lol.

2007-08-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

it's over, quit dreaming. who the hell did u think u were anyway? some prince charming? didn't think so.

time to crash back to earth and start studying yr ass off.

2007-08-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

i have alot of angst within me now, no thanks to an unreasonable bitch. all i did was to interpret an essay question wrongly and ended up writing out of point, and fail to hand in one assignment on time. and she goes on saying stuff that really pissed me off. "you've been really quiet, hand in slipshod essay, and dun bother to hand in stuff. yr mum is a really nice person bla bla bla". whatever. why e fuck must my mum be mentioned. u wanna humiliate me in front of e class, not for e first time, just go ahead. leave my mum out of this. go ahead and complain to my mum, see if she'll believe u or her son. it's as if everyone else will never ever write an out-of-point essay, and everyone will hand in their assignments on time. u've made me hate you, and all because of you being impossible. cold stares and answers are wad u're gonna get frm me now. suck it.

2007-08-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

math test was forgettable, my lenses were killing me. and chem was alright. bahh nothing interesting happened really. oh and i have a new way to kill time now. lol.

2007-08-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

God bless me. tml's gonna be a long long day with 2 tuitions after gp test. omg i tink i'll drop dead after my final tuition.

2007-08-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

k so lesson 1 of 4 went past quite nicely, managed to learn e field and gravitation. lol. but bad news is, tml's lesson is postponed to thurs, which means that i have math and phys tuition on thurs. like wth. nvm, i'm prepared to fight this war. ha.
and my bro got his fone today. reminded me of how noob i was back then. lol.

2007-08-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

now that it's e 7th month, my neighbours have started to burn their joss papers and what-nots, and it's irritating my eyes and making the air dirty. and from what i heard, there's gonna be more burning during mid 7th month and the end of the lunar month. sian.
and congratulations to me for having tuition for 4 consecutive days starting from tml. Zzz.

2007-08-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

screw man phys is a fucking irritating subject. why must there be so many topics? sian.

2007-08-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

today was a quick day in sch, only a few lessons. but reached home later den i expected cos 4 of e guys were so caught up with playing monopoly on dan goh's phone. dan ma, song gg, antione and dan goh were e players. 'negotiated' a deal for terms of trading for 30 minutes can wth. i nearly slept over there la. lol. and me and daniel guai lan the japanese stall auntie, cos she's so irritating, she'd shout over to you when u walk pass and ask u to give her face and buy her food. but e food's nice la gotta admit.

them playing their time-consuming game.

2007-08-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

freaking unlucky to be chosen to present some econs question. i did it like only 15 mins before e lesson and it was like anyhow do one la, and it looked fucking unpresentable. ah but just made it somehow, but gotta do second part tml cos i din reli present today. forgettable.
hmm shld i wear heron shirt to ndp celebration?.lol.

2007-08-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

nth much to blog bout on weekends, perhaps showing how dull life is now huh. aiyah wad can i say, exams coming, nv go out, of cos boring la.haii.
and i'm not exactly looking forward to sch tml either.

2007-08-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

long day today. had essay test which i tink i can pass but cnt do well.sian. after sch went to tm with shina to eat xiaolongbao and some other stuff. super nice la! but i think i looked v unglam eating e food. aiyah, everything has its first time ma.right?.
after eating heaven food went home, den bumped into lina at the interchange. super long nv see her already, but she's still e same- brash and loud.lol. but one wont feel intimidated by her la, she's a nice person.got math tuition tml, and i only did like some work, but brain wanna die already how to do more?.see how lor.

2007-08-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

realised i forgot most of my pure math this morning,like shitt can.so no choice but to look at some smart person's answer.argh.lol.
den had phys tuition after sch and omg i shld have gotten this tutor a long time ago la, he's so much better den someone else.crap. i think he can motivate me to chiong phys sia.ha.
looking at some cute gal's blog now. her eyes damn big la, and she's pretty. but her bf like not so gd-looking. but i guess this further proves the saying that if a gd looking person is attached, his or her other partner will not be tt gd-looking. weird.

2007-07-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

shit i feel so guilty now.made my dad's bad day worse by greeting him with a broken shelf in e kitchen which i broke,not for e first time.and this time,he cldn't find a replacement.crap la damn unlucky la me,stupid kitchen table.
and my bloody ex phys tutor sucks big time in terms of handling pple.my mum called him to want to inform him tt i change tutor,but before she said anything,he rambled on bout how bad i was and tt my mum shld get me a private tutor.somemre say everyone in his class get B and C and i cmi.he den cmi man.tt bloody asshole,just because wanna preserve his 'unbeaten record' of A level results,den ask those who to him cmi one go find new tutor.fuck him la he thinks he's tt great.smug ass.

2007-07-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

met up with xw ytd night,like finally.last time i met her was bout 1 mth plus. went to eat dinner with her den walked and talked along e way.talked and walked all e way from white sands to tampines jc.freaking far la,and i helped her carry her bag somemore, cos it was like so bloody heavy.in e end my feet got hurt cos new slippers cut my skin.lol.
and at last i got myself a decent phys tutor.

2007-07-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

Did YOU KNOW:
1.daniel goh records himself reading econs notes.
2.cockroaches made themselves a home in my shoe box (unknowingly)
3.i spent God knows how much on tuition.
4.emma watson's damn pretty.
5.i study more nowadays.
6.i dont hate chem.
7.i hate looking up at tall pple.
8.i dunno what else to say.
9.i think i shld be ending.
10.this is my last point,if it is a point.

and i cnt believe my freaking eyes at what i'm witnessing.puzzled.

2007-07-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

highlight of the day was napfa.did rather well for my first 5 items;9.0sec for shuttle run,8 pull-ups,44 sit ups,236 for standing broad jump,and 42 cm for sit n reach.den came the dreaded 6 rounds around the track.and bloody hell i wanted to stop running by the 3rd round,cos i seriously cnt take it already.then mr chua kept shouting and pushing us on,so no choice but to really bust my gut and run.came in at 12min 18 sec,22 sec before i fail,so i considered it a damn gd achievement already.thx to tiong who ran the last 100m with me,and mr chua who shouted at me,and daniel ma for pushing me on.freaking tired now,stil must do gp,sure do like shit.

2007-07-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

napfa test tml.i'd better hope and pray tt i pass my 2.4 run.god knows since when i'd run so much.lol.and God bless e 23 Christians kidnapped by Taleban.

2007-07-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

tired.scored one of our class' 2 goals in a 2-2 draw.nice goal can.was surprised tt i cld even touch the ball,given that so many pple were on e field at e same time.i was chatting with the other team's defenders la.lol.
went tuition after sch and brushed up on my vectors.complex numbers sucks!.i'd rather not not imagine any numbers.one more thing,emma watson is super pretty.as in,SUPER pretty.

2007-07-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

stayed in sch to watch the inter-house netball competition.e competition was quite intense,gideon was dere also,to support yilin.and guess wad,her team won la,and she scored quite a lot of goals can.lol.also saw 2 of my eye candies dere,one j1 and another one.mr ng kept asking me who is she.super kpo la he.ha.
feeling damn stress now,stupid studies.why must i study here.f-ed up man.

2007-07-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

went to orchard with shina in taxi after school to watch 'my wife is a gangster'.stupid la we alighted at the wrong place so had no choice but to walk all e way to cine to watch.perspiring like shit lor.and luckily there had the show,if not i slap everyone there sia.lol.the show damn funny la,got some suggestive scenes oso.and shu qi looked quite nice from certain angles.ha.worth watching.
reached home and took off my bloody contacts which were giving me problems e whole day.much better now.

2007-07-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

one disturbing thing happened to me this morn.at 3 plus am, i woke up suddenly,which is normal.i lifted my head and saw a black thing on my pillow.it was a f**king cockroach!i got sth against all things tt crawl and it was bloody scary la.it ran across my pillow and down my bed,and i spent 10 mins trying to lure it out and kill it with the insecticide.stupid xiao qiang.fugg u.

2007-07-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

sch was boring all the way except at the end,during phys lesson.unexpected rite?cos phys is like supposed to be the dullest period ever.seriously.but when u're in the right company,it can be fun.as mr yeow was explaning some stuff to other pple,me gideon dan ma kaili and ltr antione chatted all the way.crapped rather.damn crappy and funny la we all,talked on ns checkup to how many balls we have.lol.k it's seriously funny at the back today.
tml got pe,must run.after 1 mth plus of not seriously running,how to do intervals tml sia.sure die la.but run finish can play soccer,but think i'll die by then.

2007-07-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

sian,sth is missing.there's a hole waiting to be filled.but really that should be the least of my worries right now.must buck up econs first.

2007-07-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

watched the final ytd between Federer and Nadal.omg from an expected 2 hrs to a full 3 hrs plus.so i ended up slpin at 1 plus.but it was worth it cos Federer won 3-2.ha.he cried when he won the match,and i nearly did oso.sounds stupid la but its true.perhaps it was relief,joy and exilaration all at once.lol.
ok and i realise i'm seriously lagging behind in movies.spiderman,pirates,transformers all haven watch yet.what a lagger.looks like gotta buy pirated vcd now.lol.

2007-07-08T12:07:00.000+08:00

so jay finally produced a new song,but where's the long-awaited album man.lol.wimbledon final today-R Federer vs R Nadal.bloody hell hope Federer wins this time and take revenge for his French Open loss.

2007-07-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

went to get my wound patched up in e morn.sian man bathing's super inconvenient now.after tt went to cut hair,not like i had a choice.and as usual,short hair sucks,and now it's super short la wth.i tink its fugly,so if i dun talk to u,it's not cos i'm dao or wad k.lol.

2007-07-02T13:57:00.000+08:00

right,as if my injury on my right big toe isn't enough,i fell while cycling and injured my left knee.what a loser.so can u imagine how i went about showering,omg.

2007-07-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

had s32 guys outing today,not all came,but bak chun did!lol.went to play pool first,as usual,and i drew with tiong over 2 games,though i was owned in the first,i won e second.ha.
after tt went to hip-usa at cine to eat.it's some new place i tink.food dere ok onli.after tt decided to go to our usual playground and after eating snacks and drinking our own stuff we decided to play catching.dun say childish hor,its damn fun la.after bout half an hr of play,everyone returned perspiring like shit,and i was caught by song gg omg.i tink i was caught the most times,lol.so we decided to play more times nxt time,ha.

2007-06-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

math today,dunno whether to laugh or cry.the paper was passable.but got stuck at 2 questions and one part of another,guess total marks lost?.f**king 26 marks,like wth.i know how to do the rest,but those 3 bloody stupid questions.argh.i wan my A!.eh left 2 days of mcq,shld i study?.lol.

2007-06-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

first day of tests today.chem was passable,but if only i had started tuition earlier,could have covered more topics tt came out today,cause most of the stuff my tutor went thru came out,but only for a few topics.crap.and econs,forgettable.just hope i can pass.
on a brighter note,gideon made my day with sth he said.lol.phys tml,all the best everyone.

2007-06-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

common tests are going to be the event of the whole week.but from slacking to suddenly having to perform relatively well,in terms of results,it's hard.i just hope i can pass my H2 subjects.then again,who doesnt?.shit,if i dun do well for As den maybe go take up psycology or sth.lol.

2007-06-21T14:47:00.000+08:00

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2007-06-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

sian,must cut hair soon.after not cutting for slightly more then one mth,sch's reopening so no choice.my fringe!hai.nvm,after cut den go on another mth or so without cutting,cos short hair on me sucks.
oh,and at last i did most of my hw for phys.1st time.lol.

2007-06-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

just watched finished some talkshow on taiwan channel,and the focus was on hsu chun mei.after watching,i got nth to say.lol.she's really bhb and everything.omg.and the night's so boring cos my bro's in malaysia again.
oh well,after hour's next.

2007-06-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

right,so mum and dad are back,and i'm no longer in charge of the hse,which is a relief,cos taking care of the hse aint easy.ha.and they brought back loads and loads of snacks!those who came my hse before know i have lots of junk to eat,now there's even more la,like 2 times more can.shiok man,can stuff myself with crap.lol.
woke up early today,must make up for it by slpin more today.

2007-06-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

i know what i did was wrong today.but u pushed the limit and how i wished i cld have planted my fist into that face of yrs.why do i have such a high level of tolerance?i just wished i'd exploded then.
and to compound a miserable day,Nadal is looking set to beat Federer in the Roland Garros final.fuck.

2007-06-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

cough's improved a little,prob cos i stayed home the whole day.but left leg's hurting near the ankle,shld be cos nv warm up before soccer ytd.and btw,soccer after lessons on tues was fun.played during break,but was rather slack and i wasn't match fit.but when we played some j1s after lesson,i was on form!.ha.scored all our goals i think,but the whole team worked well.jasper,dan ma n goh,gideon,jingkai all did well.was good workout also.long time never run n perspire tt much.lol.

2007-06-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

got cough which doesn't seem to be getting better;got a screwed up a'level process;dunno where my future lies..ah this is so screwed up.nothing is going right.f**k la.

2007-06-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

stupid tutor,keep on changing tuition time.very inconvenient can mr chan!!wth wad am i doing.lol.
so no tuition right,went to town with long lost daniel ma.ha.played pool (after walking for dunno how long) den went to watch shrek.damn funny la the show.but hor,couples all around e cinema la,cuddle here cuddle there,felt like kicking the back of their chairs.lol.watch finish already bout 9,so went home.tuition's supposed to be at 3 tml.supposed.watch this space.

2007-05-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

these few days really hibernating sia,at home 24/7.lol.if only i used more than half the time to study.haii.
nvm,cos sat i can go out!.lol.got tuition,and got the gal.heh.n most likely going to church oso.damn long nv go already la,feel guilty.and i wanna complain,june hols got no soccer at all!just when i got all e time to watch,the season ends.ah whatever.sian man,another day of hibernation tml...

2007-05-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

ns checkup went rather well,but got something to complainabout,the waiting time freaking long la!me and my dad spent bout 4 hrs there,crazy.by the way,the finger prick test is fun,especially when they squeeze yr finger to force the blood out.lol.and before i forget,e dentist is kinda hot.heh.
and i think deal-or-no-deal is a stupid show,like seriously.what 5 bucks 10 bucks,put so many options for wad,how to let the contestant win like that.there's 26 cases btw.and the banker is bloody stingy.why am i saying this?.lol.

2007-05-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

stupid headache, cause me to postpone tuition and be inactive for e whole day.tml still got ns checkup,sian.fingers crossed i dun get scolded for my fringe,cos e booklet said 'neat and short haircut'.lol.and e whole booklet is typed out and e tone so formal la.stil got phys tuition,oh n just to let u all know,there's this cute gal with a cute voice at tuition and i helped her with some stuff e last session.lol.k sounds desperate,but no choice.hols stuck at hm,no eye candies...

2007-05-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

sigh it's only e start of the hols and i'm already packed with work.but got no choice,As coming.i think i'm going to be a real no-lifer during this hols man.someone ask me out?.ha.

2007-05-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

wth,sometimes i overrate myself and think that i can live with some decisions i make.but turns out otherwise i guess.lol.
i think i make the phrase 'easier said than done' sound so true.tsk.

2007-05-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

haii,must it always be like this.happened in sec sch,and now again.guess i shld stop causing harm to other pple,tho it's unintentional.well,maybe being a monk aint tt bad.sorry for any inconvenience caused.probably wun happen again.

2007-05-20T11:47:00.000+08:00

went to sakura for dinner with family ytd.wa,damn full can.ate and ate for 1.5 hrs,or about there.lol.freaking full.
and chelsea has won the FA cup.but it's ok,neither manu nor chelsea deserved it.i cld have fell asleep watching the match.so it doesnt matter,we've played the best football all season.ha.